Eden Alexander

Multiple Award Nominated Adult Starlet. Fetish & BDSM Model. World Class Suspension Bondage Model. FemDom. Feminist. Future Pornographer. Latex Lover. Career CamGirl. Puppy Handler & Pony Girl. Total Pervert.

Host of KOFY tv's "Advice From An Adult Star."

2014 AVN Fan Awards nominee for Favorite WebCam Girl. vote here EVERY day!: http://avnawards.avn.com/voting/category/8%20%E2%80%A6/#nom420

Bed Party - why we chose to do it.

*edit* i’m so so silly! here’s a LINK to the FILM!:

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part of the reason why we agreed to make  is bc there’s a lot of judgement/hate against cisgender bi & queer people in the gay community. not exclusively from, but especially from young, confused, and angry gay males. its one of those little white elephant issues that creeps into our community, and we all know someone who has been affected by it. unfortunately and ironically, its classic patriarchy that makes gay people feel entitled to tell other LGBTQ people how they should live or who they should love. its unfortunate and ironic that this stigma within our community even exists altogether… but it does. and because of our specific job titles in the adult industry, it’s something that is very real to us as a prevalent negative outside factor in our lives. this is not a complaint, just an unfortunate truth being explained.

yes, i am biologically female, and i’m also pansexual. yes, Sebastian is biologically male, but he is also a masculine queer man. and where we’re at right now is we happen to be in a M/F relationship w/each other, bc we’re in love each other. it’s as simple as that. Bed Party shows how we express our love and sexuality to each other, bc we often get asked “how” and “why” our relationship works.

we encourage others to break free of the labels & forced shame that people may place on you. be who you are and love who you love! we have met so many wonderful people of all sexualities and gender identities over the years who tell us stories of how they’ve gotten shade from their community for trying to step out of their normal box of sexuality, or how they’ve had to hide who they really were because they thought they couldn’t live a “normal” life and find someone who would truly love and accept them for them. we made this film to prove that that is absolutely, unequivocally, not true and doesn’t have to be the case!  personal sexuality is ever evolving just like how life is ever evolving. your sexuality should evolve alongside your partners just how your lives evolve together over time, it’s a gift you share with each other. always remember that.

this film was a huge risk for us. we share our lives with you via social networking daily. we share our bodies with you, and especially as BDSM performers our vulnerabilities, pain, suffering, weaknesses and triumphs. you’ve seen us gag. you’ve seen us cry. you’ve seen us break. even our daily routine is something a lot of people follow. therefore, our relationship, our love, it’s our crown jewel. it’s our one sacred, special thing we have just for ourselves, to keep to ourselves. we don’t *have* to share with anyone else, even though we share our physical bodies with you all every day. we don’t mind it though, because we love what we do. and the fun and thrill of our job is something we share and bond over as well. we’re so, so lucky.

so to invite you into our home, and literally into our bedroom, you see where we sleep, you see where we eat, then to take it a step further and share the way WE have sex, the way WE love each other, well, it was a scary thing. if you guys didn’t like it, if you didn’t like “us”, who we really are out of character, even if you didn’t care for our choice of bedroom curtains, we’d literally hear about it for the rest of our lives. we were nervous and told Shine and Jiz so. however, you have to trust. you have to trust that the moment you’re in is perfect for whatever reason it’s happening for. and we trust and love Shine and Jiz.

loving someone deeply gives your strength. being loved by someone deeply gives you courage. so we went for it. and now here we are.

thank you from the bottom of our hearts for the 2014 Feminist Porn Award. it means so much more to us than you think and we are truly honored to be recognized.

love,

Eden and Sebastian

Dr. Suzy Show’s “Kinkiest Committed Couple 2014”

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“Admit it. You aren’t like them. You’re not even close. You may occasionally dress yourself up as one of them, watch the same mindless television shows as they do, maybe even eat the same fast food sometimes. But it seems that the more you try to fit in, the more you feel like an outsider, watching the “normal people” as they go about their automatic existences.

For every time you say club passwords like “Have a nice day” and “Weather’s awful today, eh?”, you yearn inside to say forbidden things like “Tell me something that makes you cry” or “What do you think deja vu is for?”. Face it, you even want to talk to that girl in the elevator.

But what if that girl in the elevator (and the balding man who walks past your cubicle at work) are thinking the same thing? Who knows what you might learn from taking a chance on conversation with a stranger? Everyone carries a piece of the puzzle. Nobody comes into your life by mere coincidence. Trust your instincts. Do the unexpected. Find the others…”

- Dr. Timothy Leary

it’s like my eys are open now for the first time in a long time.

"Do you have painful past life memories or images of being cast out, burned, or drowned — just for being wild, wise, and free you?

Most importantly, are you scarred from for being different, not conforming, for loving who you wanted to love, for speaking the truth/saying what you were called to say — in an old lifetime? This is karma you are awake to heal. It is time to not be afraid, and to be your you-est you.

This is how you will heal your karma, by being unafraid to live your fullest expression. It is your time.”

i’ve always thought that what happened to me at the armory was a punishment, a test. like it was life kicking me out into the real world to experience real life in a very difficult way. my life has always had similar patterns… i had no reason to feel any differently.

now i realize that there is a reason why i was there at that place at that moment in time. that i had a calling to be there, to go through what i did, to show people what it was really like, that it was my destiny and my calling to do what i did and tell my story. it had to happen, people had to know, because it had to stop. and i was chosen to do it because nobody else could have gone through what i did and well, survived. i barely survived what i went through there, it almost killed me. before today, i never looked at it as something i was called to do. i always said i was glad it was me who went through it and not anyone else, now i understand why.

this weekend at the AEE convention a group of very special women came to see me at my booth and told me i was meant for great things. that the creator sees me and has me in his plan, and the truth of his plan is deep inside of me. they could see the light of the divine light in my eyes and told me to always seek the truth.

i used to always say:  “do the right thing, do what you feel is right, and life will bless you.”

but now i know that what i did wasn’t just what *I* thought was right, it was the truth. i have been seeking the truth longer than i thought.

today i am thankful that the Divine spark within me was never smothered out, especially not by anyone with a devil’s tail attached to their name. they don’t get to have that privilege. nobody does.

crashpadseries:

"I’m not afraid at all to just, like, let it all hang out… and I’ve noticed that it affects other people. A lot of the feedback I get is really, really positive, from mostly women who used to feel really ashamed and closed off, and scared of everything, and they then tell me, “You helped me, you’re like a role model,” and “I don’t have to be like that. I don’t have to be ashamed, I don’t have to be afraid,” and I’m like, “Fuck yeah!” That’s my goal in the world! If I’m leaving a mark on this planet, I just don’t want people ever to feel that they have to be ashamed or afraid of who they are."
Sinn Sage, CrashPadSeries.com

crashpadseries:

"I’m not afraid at all to just, like, let it all hang out… and I’ve noticed that it affects other people. A lot of the feedback I get is really, really positive, from mostly women who used to feel really ashamed and closed off, and scared of everything, and they then tell me, “You helped me, you’re like a role model,” and “I don’t have to be like that. I don’t have to be ashamed, I don’t have to be afraid,” and I’m like, “Fuck yeah!” That’s my goal in the world! If I’m leaving a mark on this planet, I just don’t want people ever to feel that they have to be ashamed or afraid of who they are."

Sinn Sage, CrashPadSeries.com

fuckyeahsebastiankeys:

Well, apparently we’re two years old today on this blog!  Kind of hard to believe.  Also does that mean we’re going into our terrible twos?
Here’s to another great year following and celebrating Sebastian’s outstanding work!

fuckyeahsebastiankeys:

Well, apparently we’re two years old today on this blog!  Kind of hard to believe.  Also does that mean we’re going into our terrible twos?

Here’s to another great year following and celebrating Sebastian’s outstanding work!

*Cyber Monday Sale* happening at the Crashpad!

ok guys, i know that shopping for the holidays can be a total drag.

let’s face it! sometimes all that shopping and spending just isn’t fun.

so that’s why our Queer Porn friends over at CrashPadSeries.com found a way to make this upcoming Cyber Monday a little better:  their Cyber Monday Sale this December 3rd!

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Happy Holidays everyone!!!